amorphous | 1 fanmix: Edward/Bella

Title: Bleed Its Way In
Rating: PG (if that)
Characers/Pairings: Edward/Bella
Warnings: I doubt there's anything to be warned about, but there might be a swear word or two within the lyrics of the songs.
Notes: Thank you to Jess (

jandjsalmon) for helping me finalize the track list. Comments were be lovely.

1. Hell and High Water - Black Stone Cherry | download
"And I seen a million faces
been to a million places.
But, girl, there ain't no one quite like you..."

This song is all about being there for someone no matter what the circumstances ("hell and high water"), and pretty much every word of it doesn't fail to fit the couple perfectly.

2. Something Beautiful - Jars of Clay | download
"Close my eyes and hold my heart
Cover me and make me something
Change this something normal
Into something beautiful..."

Bella wants to be a vampire -- "something beautiful" since vampire beauty is pointed out multiple times -- and she just wants Edward to change her from "something normal" (human) into "something beautiful" (vampire).

3. Far Away - Nickelback | download
"That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long..."

Edward toward Bella after he left her and came back to Forks with her from Italy. He regrets his decision to leave (he said he was about ready to come back to her before he was mislead to believe she was dead), and the lyrics describe a love, a regret, as well as a wish for a second chance.

4. You Had Me From Hello - Bon Jovi | download
"From the first time I saw you it felt like coming home
If I never told you I just want you to know
You had me from hello..."

Both were practically in love with each other from the first time they spoke.

5. Somewhere I Belong - Linkin Park | download
"I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong ..."

Despite Edward's loyalty to his family, he never had what they had with their significant others until Bella. She is his somewhere to belong. At the same time, Bella thought she didn't belong anywhere (well, not really. she always felt like she was on a different "wave" than everyone else). Together is where they both belong.

6. Here By Me - 3 Doors Down | download
"I can’t take another day without you
'Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I've been waiting so long, just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong..."

Bella and Edward can deal with anything as long as they have each other still. They didn't do well on their own after Edward left her, but when they are together... they can cope.

7. Better Than Me - Hinder | download
"I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me..."

From the beginning Edward feels Bella deserves better than him (perferly human...). He loves her, but he still feels himself unworthy of her. Which is PARTLY what leads him to leave her, and then afterward he couldn't completely let go.

8. Breathing - Lifehouse | download
"even if you don't want to speak tonight
that's alright, alright with me
cause I want nothing more than
to sit outside Heaven's door
and listen to you breathing..."

Edward used to watch her sleep (and sat with her as she slept when she was aware if I recall correctly). He's content just to watch her breathe/sleep. I also think Bella would be happy just to be with him as well even if he wasn't speaking.

9. Disease - Matchbox 20 | download
"I got a disease
Deep inside me
Makes me feel uneasy baby
I can't live without you..."

This can be taken two ways. One, that Edward views his vampire status as a disease and he wants her to stay away from him because he's dangerous. Two, that Edward can't live without her, and he feels that's a disease because he's no good for her.

10. Starlight - Muse | download
"Starlight
I will be chasing the starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore..."

Edward has said that his life was like a starless sky (more or less) until Bella showed up. He's not chasing starlight (Bella), and all he wants to do is hold her, be with her.