1 poem

[amorphous]

Title: Answers Questions
Author's Notes: This is not a fanfic. You're more than welcome to comment, critique even (but no flaming or spamming!), but this is not a fanfic.

If I could ask you a question I would
Why didn’t you say anything?
I didn’t even get a final goodbye
Only a soft, echoing silence as my reply

Maybe that’s okay for you
But it felt me feeling empty and alone
Three years – almost four – come and gone
But I’ll make it on my own

I was without you before and I am now
But if I could ask you one question I’d whisper
My voice wouldn’t go higher in your presence
It would be no more than a whimper

Why? Why didn’t you say anything?
Why did I feel like I did and let you go?
Why was I stupid, but acting so smart?
And most of all, why do I still feel so low?

Saying goodbye to you didn’t help me
I promise you and myself that it was right
We weren’t helping each other anymore
We were holding on much too tight

I couldn’t take it anymore
My strength was depleting and fading
Like a balloon inside my own body
I was done avoiding you and evading

I said my goodbye and I stand by it
I don’t know what you think anymore
But that’s okay with me as I stay strong
Why couldn’t we just find our problem’s core?