1 poem: Have You Ever

Have you ever cut yourself to feel?
Taken that blade and slice your skin
Saw the blood pool and become alive

Have you ever counted your breaths?
To make sure you're still breathing
And wishing every one was your last

Have you ever felt so numb you can't feel?
Broken you own heart and took the blame
Because no one else can understand

Have you ever wished you were dead?
Just for the dream to turn into a nightmare
To breath again and feel emotions again

Have you ever wanted walked in the rain?
To feel the rain missing with your tears
And not know where your tears were anymore

Have you ever felt yourself fall?
Fall so hard you crashed into the floor
And just let yourself bruise and bleed

Have you ever felt that consuming pain?
A strong pain you've never felt before
That made you wish for death as a release