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5 poems
Title: Airports
Author's Notes: All these poems are written as I sat in the airport waiting for my flight or on the plane... Oh and as all my poems, they are not fanic. They are personal.
Goodbyes and hellos
Fill the sterile air
In broken fragments
Here and there
Tears roll down cheeks
Distorting words and emotions
As strangers pass by
Constantly always in motion
My heart pounds in my chest
Breathing become hard
I try to smile
As I pass a guard
Nothing is wrong
But I'm all alone
With two bags
Taking all I own
Strange and surreal
I've been here before
I'm just not ready to feel
This pain down to my core
I stumble over my words
My face feels hot
I know I look stupid
With everything I've got
Words fall in the air
Laughter mixed with tears
Strangers glancing your way
Just don't show you fear
Title: Untitled
I wonder if they can see
The fear in my eyes
The uncertainty of tomorrow
The truth behind the lies
That I'm alright
Title: Go Forward
I know I have to do this
But when I think
Of what I'll miss
My chest feels tight
And I loose my way
For just one moment
And I think of what to say
When I see you again
If I ever come back
To this place I'm leaving
I know I can't look back
Because I'll be too scared
To go forward again
Title: Questions
Is this a mistake?
Should I go back
To where it's safe?
Will I be alright?
Who will catch me
When I fall again?
Are people gonna care?
Will my friends decide
I'm a loss cause?
Will I have a home?
Or am I gonna wander
My life life this?
Is this my fate?
Have I given up my life
Too soon and quickly?
Did I loose everything?
Will this flight
Be my last or first?
Am I blessed or cursed?
Title: Turbulence
Shaking
Grip the seat
Can't close your eyes
Trembling
Unfocused gaze
Music blares on
Pounding
Can barely breathe
Head throbs
Spinning
Need to vomit
Stomach in knots
Is this turbulence
Or just anxiety?
Author's Notes: All these poems are written as I sat in the airport waiting for my flight or on the plane... Oh and as all my poems, they are not fanic. They are personal.
Goodbyes and hellos
Fill the sterile air
In broken fragments
Here and there
Tears roll down cheeks
Distorting words and emotions
As strangers pass by
Constantly always in motion
My heart pounds in my chest
Breathing become hard
I try to smile
As I pass a guard
Nothing is wrong
But I'm all alone
With two bags
Taking all I own
Strange and surreal
I've been here before
I'm just not ready to feel
This pain down to my core
I stumble over my words
My face feels hot
I know I look stupid
With everything I've got
Words fall in the air
Laughter mixed with tears
Strangers glancing your way
Just don't show you fear
Title: Untitled
I wonder if they can see
The fear in my eyes
The uncertainty of tomorrow
The truth behind the lies
That I'm alright
Title: Go Forward
I know I have to do this
But when I think
Of what I'll miss
My chest feels tight
And I loose my way
For just one moment
And I think of what to say
When I see you again
If I ever come back
To this place I'm leaving
I know I can't look back
Because I'll be too scared
To go forward again
Title: Questions
Is this a mistake?
Should I go back
To where it's safe?
Will I be alright?
Who will catch me
When I fall again?
Are people gonna care?
Will my friends decide
I'm a loss cause?
Will I have a home?
Or am I gonna wander
My life life this?
Is this my fate?
Have I given up my life
Too soon and quickly?
Did I loose everything?
Will this flight
Be my last or first?
Am I blessed or cursed?
Title: Turbulence
Shaking
Grip the seat
Can't close your eyes
Trembling
Unfocused gaze
Music blares on
Pounding
Can barely breathe
Head throbs
Spinning
Need to vomit
Stomach in knots
Is this turbulence
Or just anxiety?