1 letter: Gaia to her father
Feb. 12th, 2009 05:06 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
amorphousTitle: Letter from Gaia to her dad #1
Alternative Title: Card Carrying Members
Words: circa 200
Rating: PG for language
Characters/Pairings: Gaia, her dad, mentions of Loki
Warnings: spoilers for series
Author's Note: Written for![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
10_letters.
Dad,
We are both in the "Loki fucked up my life" club, aren't we? You've been a member longer than I have - hell, longer than I have been born, but we are both still a card carrying member. Even with him a vegetable I still feel he's ruining my life. Here I am in California where no one knows me, attending school, and I can't get close to anyone. I don't have friends because I'm afraid that Loki will come back and fucked with their lives, too, like he did before.
I can't get out of the mindset that I can't have friends or anything because he's gonna show up and fuck things up for me. And I hate him for it. I hate him so much I wish I could have killed him! No one deserves this, but at least if I don't have anyone he can hurt by association like before it's better. It's better this way and that's fucking insane.
Dad, have you been able to escape that yet? Are you still living in fear that one day he's gonna show back up? I think we both are. We are used to living this way now. Though if he did show back up, I'll kick his ass this time for good. Though even the thought of kicking his ass doesn't help anything these days.
Love,
Gaia
Alternative Title: Card Carrying Members
Words: circa 200
Rating: PG for language
Characters/Pairings: Gaia, her dad, mentions of Loki
Warnings: spoilers for series
Author's Note: Written for
10_letters.Dad,
We are both in the "Loki fucked up my life" club, aren't we? You've been a member longer than I have - hell, longer than I have been born, but we are both still a card carrying member. Even with him a vegetable I still feel he's ruining my life. Here I am in California where no one knows me, attending school, and I can't get close to anyone. I don't have friends because I'm afraid that Loki will come back and fucked with their lives, too, like he did before.
I can't get out of the mindset that I can't have friends or anything because he's gonna show up and fuck things up for me. And I hate him for it. I hate him so much I wish I could have killed him! No one deserves this, but at least if I don't have anyone he can hurt by association like before it's better. It's better this way and that's fucking insane.
Dad, have you been able to escape that yet? Are you still living in fear that one day he's gonna show back up? I think we both are. We are used to living this way now. Though if he did show back up, I'll kick his ass this time for good. Though even the thought of kicking his ass doesn't help anything these days.
Love,
Gaia
